When I go to sleep,
My dreams,
Take me back to that one time,
When I put my hands on your face,
And you put your hands on my heart.
That's the difference between,
You and me,
You let your head,
Control your heart.
But I let my heart,
Control my head.
It's killing me slowly,
Everyday,
Watching you,
And it hurts me,
To know,
That you've gone back to that place again,
You let your mind,
Take you away from us,
And you don't seem,
To want to come back,
You're thinking,
Too much with your brain,
And not enough with your heart,
You don't realize how much,
It hurts us,
And we can't tell you,
Because you don't understand,
The devil is speaking from your lips,
You've become careless, mindless,
You don't own yourself anymore,
You are not the person you used to be,
And it's getting,
To the degree where,
My anger alone burns the blood,
That flows through my body,
To my brain,
She's screaming now,
Locked inside the walls,
Of herself,
The blank emotions,
Are eating away her brain,
Her thoughts,
Are not sane,
She is sweating,
Pulsing,
The blood is rushing,
She can feel it now,
She's killed her inner self,
Her right as a human being,
Left her soul,
Hours ago,
Days ago,
Months ago,
When she signed,
That contract in her own blood,
All they do is stand by and watch,
They can hear her suffer,
But they're shameless,
The death toll is rising,
They can feel her shaking,
She's going paranoid,
She fears death,
But it's her only escape,
Her only outlet,
Her only choice,
But she can't stand,
Knowing
When I go to sleep,
My dreams,
Take me back to that one time,
When I put my hands on your face,
And you put your hands on my heart.
That's the difference between,
You and me,
You let your head,
Control your heart.
But I let my heart,
Control my head.
It's killing me slowly,
Everyday,
Watching you,
And it hurts me,
To know,
That you've gone back to that place again,
You let your mind,
Take you away from us,
And you don't seem,
To want to come back,
You're thinking,
Too much with your brain,
And not enough with your heart,
You don't realize how much,
It hurts us,
And we can't tell you,
Because you don't understand,
The devil is speaking from your lips,
You've become careless, mindless,
You don't own yourself anymore,
You are not the person you used to be,
And it's getting,
To the degree where,
My anger alone burns the blood,
That flows through my body,
To my brain,
She's screaming now,
Locked inside the walls,
Of herself,
The blank emotions,
Are eating away her brain,
Her thoughts,
Are not sane,
She is sweating,
Pulsing,
The blood is rushing,
She can feel it now,
She's killed her inner self,
Her right as a human being,
Left her soul,
Hours ago,
Days ago,
Months ago,
When she signed,
That contract in her own blood,
All they do is stand by and watch,
They can hear her suffer,
But they're shameless,
The death toll is rising,
They can feel her shaking,
She's going paranoid,
She fears death,
But it's her only escape,
Her only outlet,
Her only choice,
But she can't stand,
Knowing
yeeahso, i dont go on this website anymore - ever. so there's really no point in checkin this shit out, i wont get around to updating anythingggg 'tilll summer 2012. soorry! follow me on twitter! @thailynnwindler
1. went shopping for a camera and a jacket.
2. made my little brother a facebook.
3. been united with my fraternal triplets.
4. read some good 'ol fear street.
5. saw an angel at the volleyball tournament this weekend, mmm.
6. fell in love, i think.
7. been on deviantart, just kidding.
8. hung out in my treehouse.
9. thought about aliens.
10. lost two of my close friends.
11. made some new best friends.
12. called anna klippenstein♡
13. thought about having taylor mcnarland over again.
14. took pictures.
15. learned what mitosis is.
16. not get my grades on my report card.
17. started writing a story.
18. promised not
I´m afraid of...
[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total so far: 0
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water
[x] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[x] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[x] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[x] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total so far: 6
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
I'm back, and boyyy has it been a while. xD
I mean, half of me wants to get into this website again but the other half of me is telling me I have better things to do with my time.
Hm, I'm stumped.
Not just on that, but I have math homework. :/
Being. Sick. Does. Not. Pay. Off.
I'm also debating on whether or not I should play volley ball this season. Last year to join it was: $20
This year to join it is: $100 OR more
*eyetwitch*
Ughhh... school sucks.
But um, yeah - back on track. I uploaded like five pictures today. :) I want feedbackk on my pictures - not because I care but because I want to start a conversation with somebody.
Bo